Wednesday, April 23, 2008

I'm so tired ...

I've been staying at the office late for the past few nights. (Internet on the fritz at home.) No wonder I'm so tired.

Whew! I don't think I can keep this up too much longer. I'm putting in 16+ hour days.

I'm up at 5:30am every morning, weekends included. And during the week, I'm at work by 7:30am. I'm supposed to leave the office at 4:30pm ~ which of course, I never manage to do. Then, because internet is on the fritz at my house and my son has totally taken over my laptop, I hang around the office for another 3 or so hours to use the computer. Usually when it's time to pack it up ~ so my car won't get locked up in the underground garage ~ I reluctantly head home. I'm often relunctant to leave when I do because that's just about when "the chips start to fall into place." Good thing I'm not worried about having to go home to a "hubby" or little ones. That wouldn't be cool at all. LOL

Anyway, after dragging myself home from the office, I'm left with barely enough energy to prepare myself for bed ~ it's gotten where I prepare for the next day in the morning, hence getting up at 5:30am. [I seem to remember a time when I got up at 5:30am, but that was the time when I worked on ideas I'd dreamt about the night before. I've got to work on getting back to that.] And, before you know it, I'm back up ~ at 5:30am ~ and it all begins again.

The weekends are a little different; I don't have to go into the office. The weekends have become my time to create. The only problem is that I'm so tired from the work-week, that my brain is still racing or sometimes even clogged and I find that best I can do is sit and stare out the window. My spirit is willing, but my body just won't cooperate. LOL

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